Tuesday, November 8, 2022

life right now

I just apologized
for simply existing
& this was actually
accepted.

Dude, I was being
dramatic, 
you're not supposed to 
just roll with it.

*

Twelve minutes until
my shift starts, 
I am staring at the 
front entrance
from my parked car.

I really feel how
easy it would be to just
quit at everything.

*

I just choked on the 
water that I drank to 
keep myself from 
choking.

This is what 
happens when 
I try to help 
myself.

*

I am watching the moon
fall into a red shadow
in a clear night. This must
hold some magic,

so I wished on the
eclipsing moon, two
shooting stars, &
apparently 
an airplane.

I believe in nothing
& everything
tonight.