To evanesce
(I looked this up)
Is to gradually
Fade away
Disappear
I fear
Evanescing
To be invisible
To everyone around me
I'm afraid of being
The only
So I get loud
At times
Crave feedback
Some proof
That there's life
Outside
Myself
A concrete handhold
To keep me from
Floating away
From sinking down
Into nothingness