boring normal soup

I'm rolling through feelings

While searching out songs by theme

To say things too awkward to voice

But universal enough

For these songs to exist

To sing the things I feel so hard

And I'm just lost in these

Societal norms 

Just kill me

I'm done 

a bit lost

I don't know

Anymore how to be

I tried kindness

And the rain

Washed it gone

And now

Tragically placed approvals

Are tiny betrayals

Acquaintances

Becoming stranger

The middle is no longer

Comfortable or true

The edges are violent

Hiding is cowardly

There feels like

Nowhere safe to stand

And being in this dark place

Isn't allowed

When others are in darker