Tread lightly
Regardless of what dreams
Drunken intuition
Or pangs of lonely
Tell you
It's fragile
And as messy as I am
As hard the need is
There's so many sides
So many
Sides
I'm afraid
Of acting and not
Change
No change
It can't all coexist
One cancels out
I don't want to know
How this ends.
I need to know
How it begins.