I breathe
forgiveness
into your mouth
my bruises aren't real
when I'm this far gone
I'm passed out alone
you take
what you want
with no one to stop you
I'm yours until dawn
now I can't pretend
I don't feel the pain
from your lying
and your hitting
when there's no bond
to hold you to me
or make you stay
you only want
to use me when
you're this far gone
don't tell her
you say, before you
leave my bed, while
my head is reeling and
my legs are sore
you act for a
week as if nothing
has happened before
the booze has you
begging for more
when i tell you no
I hope that it hurts
but it never makes
me feel that I'm
less of a whore
so you took what you
wanted and left me in
chaos before you
walked out of
my door