nothing to see here, folks. move along.

i open the notepad window

blink blink blinking cursor

i close the notepad window.

i have nothing to say tonight.

dusty

my dance
my life love dance
spinning underneath such an oppressive ceiling
undones waiting, wants cut up and dead
i'm making movies up here
don't you know
inside underground dark dreams of movies.
gaunt one sided scenes filmed years and years and years ago
canned and pushed to the back
dusty

fuck

fuck, get me out of here

conclusions

sometimes i'm just
late
at getting there
and very self conscious
of what i must look like
when i
FINALLY
show up